first of all, i'm tired of being the only person not completely self absorbed and selfish. Its mind-boggling that i even call these people friends and put up with such nonsense. Its my own dumb fault for thinking people change and grow.
its my own dumb fault for letting myself be of assistance to people who wouldn't assist me. then i'm left holding the bag and appear to be the fool once again.
these feelings and situations arise from time to time in my life, i need to understand these things and try and gain some sort of ground here.
there's been a lot of situations where i grin and bear it, where i am put in situations where i need to be the strong one, the sober one, the social one, the one who holds all the pieces together.
if i am this for other people, then who is it for me.
i want to do a few hateful shout outs to the idiots and assholes, but you know what... i'm over it, i'm moving on. - keep it movin' as Miss Lil says
In this new phase i am entering in my life i will begin my new relationships on the right foot.
Im a positive person 95% of the time, this is part of my 5%. Thanks for listening.
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